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All My Yesterdays

by Pete Marcantel

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1.
It’s late at night and here I am I’m on the road again Wishing girl that you were here with me Playing dives for one night stands ain’t what you’d call the easy life And through it all I need some company Chorus Beats me why I love it so when each bar looks the same I’ll take my fifty bucks and go, and tomorrow they won’t remember my name It doesn’t matter where I am Or who I’m playing for It’s the sad songs they want most of anything They’re really here just to be depressed and the sad songs always do it best And the sad songs, Lord knows, I know how to sing Chorus If I had any sense I’d be with you now Lying in the warmest arms I know But something inside me just makes me go on Singing my songs for people I don’t even know Chorus
2.
Sweet Summer 02:14
Sweet summer, where have you gone? You took away the sunshine and you left me here with none The winter months are closing in, they’ll soon be here to stay And the love that you had brought me has once more gone away Seems like only yesterday you came into my life Bringing with you sunshine and easing all the strife Winter’s end had found me feeling only dark despair You picked me up, you brought me love, you showed me how to care Chorus Reluctantly I’ll try to face the dreary months ahead And I’ll think about you often as I lie alone in bed The lazy days and loving nights for now are at an end But I won’t lose hope that you’ll come back and bring the spring again Chorus
3.
Louisiana born and bred, Louisiana in my head Guess there’s something to be said about the way I feel I’ll never try to leave my home; I know I’d never leave alone The bond here that has grown is much too real (chorus) From the tall oak trees that stand along your rivers To the hurricanes that lash about your coast And the spirit of the ages haunts your people And some would even get to know the ghost There are those who even get to know the ghost Stood along a lonely bayou, watched the sun reflect the fresh dew Knew that I could never leave you, this place is my world Louisiana in my head, Spanish moss will be my bed I’ve been starved and I’ve been fed but never alone (chorus) Rock me in your arms, Louisiana Sing my life in all your Cajun tunes My father and his fathers They’ve all been loved by you Our lives reflect the strength we draw from you (chorus)
4.
Well I hear you’ve got a new woman and you’re feeling pretty high You ain’t touched ground since Thursday last when she let you touch her thigh Well, that’s all right, yeah, that’s all right Better love it while you can, cause pretty soon you’ll see the light Cause if you don’t know by now:// (3) That woman’s gonna teach you somehow, that woman’s gonna teach you somehow I hear you hear your woman has been stepping out on you You can’t believe it could be true, but you don’t know what to do Well, that’s too bad; yeah, that’s too bad Better lose it while you can, better wake up boy and see that you been had Cause if you don’t know by now:// That woman’s gonna use you somehow Well some women want your money, some women want your soul Some women take what they can get and then leave you in the cold Well that ain’t right, no that ain’t right But if you don’t know that by now:// That woman’s gonna hurt you somehow
5.
Here we are, together again And after five years nothing much has changed We still tell the lies, we still play the games We still wonder why being together feels so strange We’ve both been around, we both understand That love is something that just gets in the way The sorrow it brings, its limiting strings Are things that neither one of us needs today Chorus But it’s nice to see you once again and share some time with you And it’s good to hold you in my arms and wonder if we knew That we’d find the past in the future and a future in the past And I’m wondering if this time maybe we could make it last Sometimes it seems a bit like a dream It’s all just too unreal to think it’s true In some other time and some other scheme I’d find an easy way to say “I love you” But we’re out of place and we’re out of time And “we” won’t exist after today You’ll go your way and then I guess I’ll go mine Does it have to be that way chorus
6.
Lost in your love, it’s a feeling I know each time I look in your eyes–here it comes, that old feeling growing Lost in the lies of a thousand yesterdays And the web that you weave Tangles me and there’s no escaping How many times have I told you I’m leaving you? I look in your eyes and I know I’m deceiving you I’m lost in your love on a hopeless carousel And I can’t stop the ride Because I can’t bring myself to tell you Searching my heart, it’s a feeling I can’t explain I know I should leave, but you take me in your arms again I’m lost in your love, like a child against a storm I know I’ve nowhere to go I don’t know what I’m running from Lost in the lies of a thousand yesterdays And the web that you weave Tangles me and there’s no escaping I’m lost in your love on a hopeless carousel And I can’t stop the ride Because I can’t bring myself to tell you
7.
With the wind at my back and a sail o’er my head I set course for the wide-open seas Mind not what’s behind, but what lies up ahead For my future belongs to the breeze (chorus) Come hither, young sailors, and know me by name For I’m one of a vanishing breed I’ve rhythm’d my life to the roll of the ocean I know what it means to be free When the sea turns as black as the devil’s own heart And she’s looking to swallow you whole She’ll toss you and slap you and take you apart Your courage the first thing to go And you’ll curse her and swear that you’ll never return If you ever see dry land again But a week in the harbor among all the land folk Will tell you which one is your friend (chorus) I’ve circled the globe and I’ve lived more than most With Fate as my teacher and guide I’ve wrestled with Death and I’ve wrestled with Boredom It’s Boredom I cannot abide Now, some call me childish and some call me foolish Some call me downright insane But them that have known me will never forget me “Adventure” is my proper name Come hither, young sailors, and know me by name For I’m one of a vanishing breed I’ve rhythm’d my life to the roll of the ocean I know what it means to be free I’ve rhythm’d my life to the roll of the ocean I’m a sailor who lives for the sea!
8.
When you were packing to leave did you consider that you might not return? When you were packing to leave did you consider that as you left the bridge began to burn? Isn’t it funny the way small things can hurt you when you see them through angry eyes? Aren’t you sorry today the way things turned out, and you never even knew the reasons why? Some people got a way of leaving Say, “It’s over” and they leave ‘em grieving At least they’ve got a reason when they go But some people just drift apart Never knowing when the leaving starts Until they find they’re powerless to stop the flow When you were packing to leave did you consider that you might not return? When you were packing to leave did you consider that you might not return?
9.
I’ll be rolling out of town with the early morning light There won’t be any packing to do Cause I been here for a while and the money’s kind of tight I’ll prob’ly spend it all before the night is through I got a fine tooth comb and a toothbrush in my pocket That’s all the travel gear I need Cause when I fin’lly find a way to find my way back home I’ve got a treasure chest of lovin’ guaranteed, I got a treasure chest of loving guaranteed Well I been feeling kind of low lately, moving kind of slow lately Everything’s been going all wrong But it looks like better days are coming when I hear those tires humming out A little homecoming song And though I ain’t got money I just know I got a honey waiting for me where I know I should be And when I fin’lly find a way to find my way back home I got a treasure chest of loving guaranteed, I got a treasure chest of loving guaranteed 7 come 11, gonna roll my own dice, hope it comes up winners every time Cause I can’t afford to lose and I can’t afford the price Of a ticket back to what should be mine And though I ain’t got money I just know I got a honey waiting for me where I know I should be And when I fin’lly find a way to find my way back home I got a treasure chest of loving guaranteed, I got a treasure chest of loving guaranteed
10.
Doggone you girl you’ve gone and left me one more time And here I am at Percy’s Bar just drinking myself blind I swear I’ve never met a girl that’s harder to please Set ’em up again, Barkeep, and somebody help me off my knees Now, she said she didn’t mind the card games that lasted until 4 And the whiskey I sometimes over drink never bothered her before She said as far as she’s concerned I can do just what I please And now she’s gone and left me; it’s the damnedest thing I’ve seen Doggone you girl you’ve gone and left me one more time And here I am at Boudreaux’s Bar just drinking myself blind I swear I’ve never met a girl so hard to understand I’ve done my best, I’ve sacrificed as much as any man Just because I’m sometimes gone for two days in a row And just because I’m sometimes seen with another girl in tow She’ll say that I don’t love her, she’ll yell and scream and cry But any fool could see I do, I’m living with her, ain’t I? Doggone you girl you’ve gone and left me one more time And here I am at Eddie’s Bar just drinking myself blind, blind, blind I swear I’ve never met a girl with less than twice your brains Set ’em up again till I forget old what’s her name
11.
Country night, stars are bright You’re beside me, please hold me tight The air is clear and love is here I hear it whisper when you are near This country night My lovely one, we’ve just begun To share our lives, to chase the sun The night will end, but let’s pretend We’ll last forever here with our friend Our country night The stars will always be here The love will be here too As long as you are with me As long as I’m with you And when we’re old and nights grow cold We’ll find our warmth in the memories we hold Of the loving bliss of a simple kiss The dreams we shared on nights like this A country night
12.
(Instrumental)
13.
Please don’t say that for us there’ll be another day Please don’t say you’ll come back soon When we both know it’s not true We both know it’s the only thing for you Please don’t cry or try to give the reasons why Please don’t worry about me It’s the end that I could see So long ago; I knew it had to be Chorus: But I’ll have all my yesterdays to help me through the night I’ll have all my yesterdays to make it right I’ll have memories to fill my dreams though tomorrows I may lack But all my yesterdays won’t bring you back It’s too late to try to turn yourself around It’s too late for you to say That we’ll find another way Too late to save the pain for other days We’ve no time to stop and try to find ourselves No time to stop and try To learn to live with lies Our love is gone, it cannot be denied
14.
Raining 04:01
Raining, it’s raining Seems like there’s more rain with every day I can’t laugh, I can’t cry It always seems to hurt the more that way Lonely, I’m so lonely These summer days get longer all the time Sometimes I’m so down I just can’t seem to get my life to rhyme You went away so long ago Don’t know why I want you so I guess the love of yesterday Will never fade away Memories, these memories Just can’t seem to get you off my mind You’re so far, yet you’re here How could I have ever been so blind?
15.
I’ve been down the golden highway, up the silver coast I’ve been to California for a while I’ve seen the Smoky Mountains and I’ve traveled more that most But I guess it’s Lou’siana makes me smile (chorus) I guess it’s Louisiana makes me smile, When I’m with the Cajun people I go wild Can’t replace ‘em, so embrace ‘em and be thankful for their style I guess it’s Louisiana makes me smile When I feel the warm embrace of that Louisiana sun And remember good times here before I roamed All the places I have been to, all the things that I have done Could never match this place that I call home (chorus)
16.
Sunny days and such good friends Are only what we make of them Loving eyes and star-filled skies These are ours today Don’t you moan, now don’t you weep And don’t you spend your time asleep The youth we know will come and go Don’t let it slip away Soon all we’ll have are memories of our younger days now gone Don’t let those memories be filled with thoughts of what we might have done Too many times we step aside And watch the joy of life go by Experience is all that counts The time to live is now Tomorrow never comes, today is always here But yesterdays are real as life, don’t let them all just disappear
17.
Sometime I’m lonely and sometimes I’m sad Sometimes I feel like I’ve never felt so bad Sometimes I feel like my whole world is through And sometimes I feel like I’ve got to run to you Sometimes I feel like I don’t need a friend And sometimes I feel like I’m on my feet again Sometimes I feel like I’m better off alone But sometimes I know that it’s time to go back home Because I’ve been gone too long The feeling’s too strong Only one thing can fill this empty space in my soul The love of the woman that keeps hanging on To the hope that a man will make half her life whole this man with make both our lives whole Sometimes I think on the day that I left And sometimes I realize that there’s not much of me that’s left Sometimes I wonder why I said goodbye at all And sometimes I wake at night and I answer your call
18.
Listen to the radio Isn’t that our song they’re playing Didn’t we fall in love to its simple tune while gazing at a smoky moon So long ago / just yesterday Listen to the radio Isn’t that our song they’re playing Can you remember nights without an end, the passion that we felt back then So long ago Isn’t it a funny thing They don’t sing love songs like that these days All the days of wine and roses past have turned to nights that never last Just yesterdays Haven’t we matured since the days we had to say “I love you” Haven’t we got wiser all the time Isn’t love unspoken better than those silly games we played Or have we gotten careless of each other Listen to the radio Isn’t that our song they’re playing Why don’t you sit with me a little while and share the dreams that made us smile So long ago
19.
Now are you feeling lost, do you feel the pain And do you think you can’t go on spending nights in the rain And do you feel you’ve been forgotten by a world that never cares Just find your way back home and you will find me there Summertime melodies whisper in my mind Bringing back the times we shared, the times you left behind Even with the sweetest things you weren’t satisfied But now you’ll find the best of life is what you told goodbye Days so warm and tender, nights that passed too fast Love so sweet I had to feel that it would always last And when you left I didn’t know that you’d be gone for good And if there’s something I can do to bring you back, babe, you know I would
20.
She sits in her room with her rocking chair romance In a land far away, in a time not her own She dreams of a lover who’ll come to her someday And sweep her away to enchantments unknown But she wakes from her fantasy crying again ’Cause she lives in a real world and there, she’s alone For storybook lovers aren’t easy to come by And castles and kingdoms aren’t easy to own Her friends are concerned ’cause she’s getting no younger And her empty heart shows through her restless eyes And always inside there is burning a hunger For something she needs but she won’t recognize Still she’s steadfastly true to what she never knew And she’ll gather no rosebuds till he comes her way And what will she do when she wakes up tomorrow To find that her future has no yesterdays And maybe someday it all will work out right Maybe someday she will find her a white knight She’ll rush to his arms never meaning to stray But what will she do when she finds out one day That her knight is a man and his feet are of clay—maybe she’ll say
21.
Dry your eyes and say goodbye Sometimes that’s the best thing you can do I know it’s hard, but though it’s hard I think that it’s the best for me and you You’re confused and so am I I guess that life can be that way sometimes It’s hard to know where you want to go When you look ahead and you can’t see any signs You’re not the first to find that love is hard to feel And I can’t let you stay and pretend your love is real I’d like to thank you now for the good times that we had And there’s one thing left for us to do before they all turn bad It’s time to dry your eyes and say goodbye I think that it’s the best for me and you You’ve tried to love me, but there’ll always be that doubt And I can’t blame you, some things just don’t work out I hope someday you find the man you’re dreaming of And I hope that we can part as friends though I’ll never have your love And now we’ll dry our eyes and say goodbye I know that it’s the best for me and you I know that it’s the best for me and you
22.
Does the glow from a fireplace Still paint a smile upon your face You know I see that lovely smile Though you hide behind the miles Does the warmth of the fire start Somewhere deep inside your heart Recalling memories of days When the warmth was in my loving gaze Do you think back when you’re blue The way I sometimes do To a winter’s day, a fireplace and you Do you feel old heartstrings tug When you hold that special coffee mug To warm you when he’s not around You still can hear that distant sound Of the song, then our dance would start Your ear pressed close to my pounding heart And night would fade into the day We’d never see it slip away Though I see it through the years I still see it through a tear A winter’s day, a fireplace and you
23.
Headlights are burning my eyes And the highway seems rougher tonight I’ve sung all the songs I know twice, But the end of my road’s not in sight My body cries out for some rest But my mind just won’t let me slow down I’ve been with the worst and the best And I’ve seen every part of every town (chorus) But who will remember me after I’m gone? Who will be singing my songs? Who’s gonna say that they’ll miss me one day? And where did I ever belong? Somewhere tonight there’s a lady I can just see her face through the rain And even though I haven’t met her I can still feel the pain just the same Maybe one day I will find her And my wandering days will all end But until that day I’ll just roll on And the highway remains my best friend (chorus)

about

In a sense, this album has been over thirty years in the making. All the songs you’ll hear were written—at least the first versions—back in the late 1970s. My talented sister, Nancy Tabb Marcantel, recorded some of them on her albums; the rest have been tucked away in the piano stool for decades since I walked away from performing in bands to pursue “real” jobs.

The songs never quite went away. I’d pull them out from time to time over the years to play them for my kids and reconnect with my youthful memories—the musical equivalent of leafing through old photo albums. But they never saw daylight for long.

About a year ago my wife, Tina, said it was time to do a decent recording of the songs so they wouldn’t be lost forever. I mentioned it to my son Andy—a fine musician in his own right—and it was his idea to do a fully produced album. So here it is.

As you might expect, there are plenty of songs about love gone wrong. There are hopeful ones too, though, and as I polished the lyrics for their final production I was sometimes surprised at insights my younger self possessed.

These songs are very personal to me, but the human experience is a common one. I hope you find a connection to your own world through this music and that you have fun doing it. And thanks for sharing All My Yesterdays with me.

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released September 10, 2014

All words and music by Peter C. Marcantel except "Packing to Leave" by Peter C. Marcantel and G.B. Graeff.

Pete Marcantel: Vocals, guitars, piano, keyboards, bass, harmonica, percussion

Guest musicians (see individual track credits):
Drums: Dylan Ross and Jake Steffa
Keyboards: Andy Marcantel
Vocals: Crystal Amos, Charlotte Westling, Desiree LeBlanc, Ashley Nyal
Fiddle: Kurt Baumer (fiddletrax.com)
Flute on "Adventurer": Ryan Roubison
Lead guitar on "Lost in Your Love": Justin Cornell

Recording and mixing engineers: Dylan Ross (Freedom Studios), Andy Marcantel
Mastering: Channel Fuse Media, Memphis, TN
Artwork: Tony Alongi Design
CD duplication: Mixonic.com

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Pete Marcantel Mesa, Arizona

Pete Marcantel is a song and short story writer who has been playing music for longer than he cares to admit. Born and raised in south Louisiana, he now lives in Mesa, AZ.

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